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Suffering Veins
05:06
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Drag me down, destroy my dreams
Break my bones and leave me be
Leave me dwelling within my void
Make me bleed, let me experience hell
Leave me suffering in my blood
Left for dead, ready to rot
Here I’ll dwell until I die
Here I’ll dwell, don’t say goodbye
The end of oneself is the beginning of someone new
Anger holds me up in time
Darkness eats away my thoughts
All my life I was behind
Now I bleed out all alone
Cry for me, my dear friend
Cry for suffering and pain
Leave the flesh, open your veins
And let death become your swain
Chorus:
Leave me suffering in my blood
Left for dead, ready to rot
Here I’ll dwell until I die
Here I’ll dwell don’t say goodbye
Cry for me my dear friend
Cry for suffering and pain
Leave the flesh, open your veins
And let death become your swain
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The path you take looks familiar to me
Your feelings and your inner fears
Match my mistakes and thoughts
In darkness we have similarities
Chorus:
You’re falling down and can’t get up
I reach out to you to offer help
You stare at me and then deny
To stay in darkness, curse the sky
Feeling content stirs your inner fear
Any slight touch of happiness is met with dread
Love and harmony cause disturbance
Only in chaos and fear you have comfort
The abyss dominating your life
Your destructive being is tearing me down
I love you but you hate yourself and it's hard having you around
Numb and cold you shoot down my attempts to help
Numb and cold you kill me with your self-destructing arrogance
You won’t care about yourself - then I don’t care about you either
I can’t watch your slow suicide, I won’t be there when you die
Your darkness consumes you and me, still I have the choice to escape it
You beg me to stay, in tears you are blaming yourself,
but it is too late, I am done with you
I can’t watch your slow suicide, I won’t be there when you die
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Transient Embrace
05:38
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I can't protect you from yourself
I can't control you, nor can you
The pain you cause yourself burns us
It spreads, corrodes within oneself
You look at me and in your eyes
I see all your suffering and pain
All those cruel things you can't describe
Your past etched in your subconscious mind
The past is gone, the future's far away
The present is hell, days turning grey
While standing up, you fall again
Crushed to the floor, can't stand, all drained
I pray for you, I'll die for you
No matter what, no matter how
I'll burn for you, I'll drown for you
I hope you'll live, hope you'll be fine
Your empty eyes suffer no more
The water red, runs to the floor
Beautifully your body floats within
I hope you felt no pain, my love
I slowly undress, I'll join you fain
I lie in with you and feel no pain
In moments we will reunite
I'll see you on the other side
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Sacrifice
06:27
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When I look at you, I feel warm inside
You are surrounded by an aura of light, which I admire
to make us last forever, I would sacrifice myself
this bond is strong within us
Together we will manage all
We will defeat all threats and evil
With you by my side, I feel strong
We will survive this...
The day has come when our defenses fell
They entered the house, started the feast
two people were slaughtered, four souls remained
retreating from sickness, retreating from death
With fear we run away from them
With lust they grab me but you run
I see you look at me but turn
I see you run but not return
In fear I scream for you to stay
I try to defend myself but slowly obey
my heart is broken and so is my flesh
I bleed to death without you...so this is my sacrifice...for you
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5. |
Battles of the Mind
04:26
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While you were playing in the sand
I feared for life of beloved friends
As your sun was shining bright, mine died
As you were happy, my worlds collided
Imagination turned to depression
You laugh, you smile, you love - for me, it's fashion
Every day is an ongoing battle
At home is war, outside is the mob
Your smile is fake, you're greedy and weak
I feel your pain and your insecurity
Your mask is good, like the rest of humanity
But the rest is blind like you to your own trickery
Put under pressure trying to survive
Day by day staying alive
Trying to suppress the devils from reigning (in) me
Fighting my ego, avoid society
You fight, you lose, you win, you die
No matter what, time will go by
Neither you nor them will ever know
Neither you nor them will ever fall
The only thing left is to stay
Be standing strong and not obey
Let them talk and let them smile
I'll smile back when the time is right
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Farewell
04:04
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I'm lost in you, I live for you
Through all your pain, your loss, (your) frustration
Your pain is real, your angst supreme
They reign your mind, you stay behind
You gaze into darkness, the darkness within you
You scream for help, no one but I can hear you
With love I care for you, with love I carry you
With love I break myself for you, with love I would die for you
In agony you lie in front of me
Your organs failing, slowly you're leaving me
A syringe of morphine to reduce your hurt
No more suffering, no more pain
Go in peace, I will carry you on in my veins
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Sinergy
06:21
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We are united in this stream
In love with everything extreme
Surrounded by the streams of passion
We choose our path, cherish our satisfaction
We love our flesh, our souls and more
Our frames are holding us no more
United in ecstasy we transcend
(And) climb the higher level - together blend
I feel your energy above, you feel my energy within
With pain you feel it manifest
This torture gives you warmth and lust
(It stimulates my fetish thirst)
Our bodies do stay in our way
We can't unite our souls
What can we do to change that?
What can we do to set ourselves free?
Today we will fulfill our dream
Tonight we'll set our spirits free
Preparing all - it should be perfect
We will unite in ecstasy
You lie on me I am beneath you
We love each other now, I need you
As soon as our hearts collide
We will commit our suicide
As soon as we have reached our climax
We use sharp blades on our throats
On three we slit them softly open
Releasing ourselves in ecstasy
Warm blood runs slowly, soaks the bed linen
You lie on me, we are both smiling
Our pulse is vanishing, we're gone
We have reached a new level, a new bond
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